.Monday, November 30, 2009 ' 4:43 PM
& your love is all i ever wanted
39 more days..
Seeing you walking further and further away until not in my vision anymore..
My mood dampens and heart sank down and down.. Tears rolling down like never rain before..
Tried to control myself but it's so difficult.
Keep catching glimpse of you cuz you are running everywhere..
Din't had a chance to really talk to you..
Too busy to reply me either..
But i'm glad i'm here..
I hope time pass faster..
Have fun yah..
Feeling so alone out of the sudden...
.Friday, November 27, 2009 ' 2:48 PM
& your love is all i ever wanted
3 more days... =(
You're beautiful all episodes out already! Watched till i cry sia.. Cuz made me thought of something.. Haix..
Lab tests coming up... Common tests coming soon.. Bar test coming also. God please save me and teach me how to remember everything!
Feeling so tired nowadays.. School sucks... How i wish there won't be school... This semester totally sucks.. Timetable also sucks. Don't like... Tires me out..
How i wish to be cuddle in your arms.. The warm feeling.. I missed it..Lalalalalalala~~
.Monday, November 23, 2009 ' 12:32 AM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Update a little before i start studying for EC.
Today basically church, meeting then work..
Grace was so so early today! Stunned. LOL! Although its no surprise lah. Hahas. Cancelled lunch with xjun today cuz have meeting together with nigel and grace. Ohwells. No further comments. Actually i had it thinking for very long already. Am i really fit to be a leader? I think probably not. But i don't know why.. I think piggy will agree with me yeah ? Not enough of the training of leadership for me yet. Sometimes things just ... I dunno how to say. Hmmmz. Anyway, headed to parkway for Koi with grace after that. YUMMY*~ Love Koi! Right gilly and kai! x))
Bus-ed to work then read my module notes and do my modules for 2hours before i do beverages. Ah shucks! forget to let mimah signed my paper. ROARRRZ. Dunno when will be seeing her again. LOL! Frappuccino! Oh my gosh.. Im really really slow in hearing the orders and do it. Got one point of time i suddenly forgotten what to add into the drink, even when my recipe is in front of me. LOL! Stoned! and and, one drink i forgotten to add caramel to the order and and i juz gave to the customer. OH MY GOSH! Thank God none of my working friends seeing this. If not i get killed! *Phew~ But still thank Silas and Mimah for teaching me today! x)
I wanna spend time with you..... Really reallllly.. IMYLG! I think it had become a xi guan for me already..
.Thursday, November 19, 2009 ' 9:44 PM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Juz watched My Sister's Keeper on lappy.
OH MY. I CRIED U KNOW! Super touching. Good show! Thumbs up! x)
Was not feeling very good when you tell me that you are not intending to sleep tonight to finish up the project. Hope you get to rest a bit like an hour or 2hours nap.. If not u be super tired tml.. I'm with you to give u moral support yeah! Since u muz finish it tonight, my heart and soul keep you company while ya doing it.. (:Tomorrow's friday.. How i wish could skip friday to saturday. Wdd quiz tml. Thank God its open book.
I don't want 30th to come.. I don't want i don't want.
. ' 12:48 AM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Felt damn unhappy in the afternoon.
How i wish you are here to cheer me up.Thanks Gilly, BH and Charl for cheering me up.
Cappuccino and Latte makes my night!
Headed to C'wealth today for my last in class training. Gonna have my 2nd in-store training on saturday. Hope to get my pay on 7th!! BROKE BROKE BROKE! =(
Class was fun. Sharm was funny. Hahas.. Learn what's expresso. I DUN LIKE EXPRESSO! Dun like KOPI KAO! Bitter to the max! Everyone's face changed after taking a sip. LOLZ! Learned how to make Cappuccino and Latte. Suppose to make Caffe Mocha too! But the machine overheated and thus not working there after. LOL! Tomorrow's lesson at 11am.. lalal~ Gonna wake up early and bathe b4 going to school. Think not joining xjun they all to swim @ dk's condo bahz. Mum's on leave tml.. Shall go home early after school. Hahhas..
Gosh, i nidda catch up on my math and other modules. Week 5 already and its coming to an end and i still know nuts.. Gosh...... Freaking dislike IP. Dislike WSH. Crap sia. Call so many times then in the end, only will say 我沒有聽到。我真的沒有聽到。Fed up and pissed. Finally got CS4! Finally can use photoshop to do some stuff for my loved ones. Simple but i hope they like it.
Oh yeah, im sensitive to the word "lie" now. Super dislike that word. Smash it man. 我根本沒說謊！不要亂亂冤枉我。不喜歡！！！！！討厭討厭！!!!
.Sunday, November 15, 2009 ' 11:59 PM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Sry louieDaddy.. i feel like blogging in chinese. If ya wanna know what i'm writing, tell me k. (:
我好喜歡今天晚上。。
應為今天能夠見到你。
我好想念一起到那里去吃的時間。
好開心今天又能夠和你一起去。
好珍惜我們一起渡過的時光。
突然發覺到時間過得真快，好快就到了回家的時間。
我有好多好多話想和你說。。
可是只能收在心里。。
眼淚開始流
一直流
心里好不舍得。。
可是沒辦法，只好讓你走。
謝謝讓我知道我想知道的。。
可能你看不到，可是我真的很開心。
兩個人相愛可是不能在一起，是一件很痛苦的事。
明明很愛你
明明想靠近
但卻什么都不能做
有時在想如果我沒參加國慶日的話
我們現在到底是怎樣的呢。。
. ' 12:14 AM
& your love is all i ever wanted
can we have a date once more ?
.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 2:37 AM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Thank God that you are fine.. Felt so relieved..
今天早上有不好的预感.. Maybe think too much luhz as you din't reply me last night b4 you sleep..
Today is the 3rd day of training.. Was quite pissed @ someone though.. Mood was bad today.. Don't know why.. Rushed down to commonwealth once lessons end.. Phew, lucky on time.. Din't eat anything but grabbed a bread of bakery when alighted at bus stop. After that was coffee, coffee and more coffee.. Today's training is sian to the max can. Not like last 2 days so much laughter, so much more fun! Anyway, today kiat's supposed to teach, but due to seriously ill, Brian came to teach.. So so bored although glad he come down and help at the last minute..
Past 2 days training was superly fun! Met new friends.. Jokes and laughter.. Hahhaas.. See the time i'm posting now.. Gosh.. Gonna wake up at 620am.... Cuz lessons at 8am.. Think gonna lack of sleep again. HAIZ.
going off to bed. tata~
.Friday, November 6, 2009 ' 12:12 AM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Went to jog alone yesterday @ ECP... and that cause me to have muscle aches today.. LOL! Too long never jog already... Surprised Mr Ber called me ytd to catch up.. So random lor him... I thought who was it, cuz its unfamiliar number.. Then din't thought it was him when heard his voice.. LOL! Sound kinda different... Hahhas.
Was stuck @ ecp cuz it was raining. Mr Den's bike went bonkers.. LOL! Surprised Shinuan's friend was Zach.. LOL! I kinda stunned when saw him. Wanted to walk around cuz was too full, but saw the sky was red red then knew going to rain.. It drizzle a bit then stop then drizzle again... Then thunder came and rain become more heavy when we wanted to leave! Headed to hawker for shelter...
Smsed CQmummy and shinuan @ the same time.... When we were walking towards the atm, mummy's sms came in and the phone vibrate. Suddenly i dunno why i shocked and never hold the phone properly and the phone had a drastic drop.. Drop from my hands and it bounces twice when it hits the floor..... I was like 0.0! Checked everything is okay then i had a relieved. BUT........ BUT!!! When i called shinuan, THE PHONE GOT NO SOUND! thus i hang up when she picked the call.. LOL! She called me back, i picked up but no sound! So i tried loud speaker as i smsed her to call me back. and Yes it works! I'm like...... loud speaker leh.. Die liao... Then try putting on ear piece and see got sound, thank God! It works! So now i only can pick up calls and call ppl using ear piece... But the connection also cui already... LOL! Nvm, SUNDAY GOING TO BUY PHONE! YAY! LG JOY! x))
Tx den for the dinner (:
Tx Shinuan and Zach for the ride home.
thinking of you.. (:
.Monday, November 2, 2009 ' 10:40 PM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Sister's attitude sucks lots..
She buy things then very big meh ? Like as if i never buy her things when i overseas..
我好想念那時我和妹妹吵架，你怎么關心我
這一次沒你在身邊，沒了肩膀和擁抱，真的不習慣
好想你可以關心我。。School's alright today.. Juz sian.. Got pissed off by sis AGAIN. I did nothing can. Sighs.. Why my life so sucks now... On a lighter note, met Gilly at orchard to accompany her shop.. Tx Gilly for buying earring for me! I got apple earring wif a small diamond on it. Hehehe... =D Tx Gilly for paying for my shoe first... Will return you when i start working and get my first pay! x)
好想聽你說，說愛我
好想聽你說，說想我
好想對你說，說愛你
好想對你說，說想你
好想給你一個擁抱
無論你在某個角落，
在做什么
你永遠永遠都會在我心里
我愛你
part of this song, somehow express my feelings..
说好的 幸福呢你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了时间过了 走了爱情面临选择你冷了 倦了 我哭了离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了 你累了说好的 幸福呢我懂了 不说了爱淡了 梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不等了说好的 幸福呢我错了 泪干了放手了 后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了时间过了 走了爱情面临选择你冷了 倦了 我哭了离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了 你累了说好的 幸福呢我懂了 不说了爱淡了 梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不等了说好的 幸福呢我错了 泪干了放手了 后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢怎么了 你累了说好的 幸福呢我懂了 不说了爱淡了 梦远了我都还记得你不等了说好的 幸福呢我错了 泪干了放手了 后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
