Today happy happy!
Morning woke up at 9plus.. Auto.. -_______-" I wanna sleep longer de.. Haiiz..
Prepare and everything... Went down to near Kitchener Rd de bus stop wait for Jason.. Waited for bus 66 for super long..

I was telling Jason that xJUn will confirm be late one.. After we reaching Bukit Batok there.. Guess what.. *paym chingay msgtone* xJUn smsed asked got newspaper not.. Replied and ask where is she... *mobile ring again* she replied " near kallang ".. I almost fainted.. Lucky i was sitting down, if not i really faint.. Hahhahas. But thank God after we reached not long, she reached.. Mrt real fast eh.. Hahhahas. Walked over to Science Centre, she bought bubble tea on the way.. Drank and went in first while she buy her tickets for omni theatre and waited for her friend. Went to see hui xiang our primary school memory... Now then i realised science centre was actually so small... Hahhaa.. Maybe is cuz we last time went for workshop and stuff bah.. Hahhaa.. Jason and i went to watch the magic show when they go for their 2 omni theatre shows.. After magic show went to eat mac and slack there while waited for them.. Hahahaa..
Headed to vivo to meet char deardear.. Had dinner at shilin at harbourfront centre.. Walked around a while and headed home ((:

I'm boreddddddddddd..
Holidays ain't holidays....
Sigh...
Cope at home everyday like crazy....
Nobody's free to catch up and everything. Roarrrr..
Can someone just bring me out... Goodness~~
I miss working in CMR with CHRIS SANDY SHIQI etc~!

At last!
FREE FROM EXAM! WHEEEEEEE!~
SAY HELLO TO FREEDOM! WAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
lalallalax... Just created blog for primers.. Haven put in the skin yet... Teehee.. Audris is coming back for service and xJUn gonna be gone from service for 2 months.. Hahhaha.. Welcome Yvonne and Weitian back toooO~ Heheee..
Primers event on saturday morning... Lalalala~

Desmond&Ziyan, Hope you two reached your destination safe and sound!
Ziyan, I'm so sorry i din't send you off but sent desmond instead..... I'm sorry! I know you are sad but be happy okay! Nobody's staying so i din't wanna be alone.... Love you gal! Contact through email okay! I couldn't recognise Desmond... Gosh.. He slim down so much.. He was kinda chubby 4 years back... Ahahhaa... Hope his girlfriend will be alright...

Went shopping just now with 3 guys... Hahhahahha while waiting for hilda to come. LOL! Hilda said i went shopping with 3 tress cuz they were tall.. LOL! Liseng was kinda quiet throughout.. Roy and Jiewei like so chatty.. Goodness.. When they see clothes, they were like super hyper ? Lols! Reminds me of kokshen.. But i think they both worst then kokshen lah.. LOL!

Just came back an hour ago from songwriting competition at NUS UCC. Salyonn, you did great! U sang not bad, but can see you nervous and ur vocals be more strong and loud.. Hehe. Jiayou! Keep it up! YEAH! Hahhahas. Susie, nice 15s dance! Wahahahah! You like professional dancer on stage although it's just 15s! Wahhahahaha.

Sad that din't get to see char deardear today. But it's okie! Hahhahas. Ziyan jiejie is flying off on friday.... Must take care okie when you are in australia! ((:

Math paper is coming in 16hours... Jiayou jiayou!

Ohoh, thankyou xJUn for praying for me! =)) Ate at subway and celebrated ivy's birthday after service(:

My heart ache
My heart breaks

Why you want to do this to me?
Why?
Enough of hurting me. I have been tolerate it for long time..
Enough is enough..

I haven take a single penny from you for quite long. Why you must say me lidat. Why?
You don't want to come clean about what you doing..
Why I always say something, you all don't believe me? Why? Do you know how the feeling is when you said something which is true and nobody believe you? It feels terrible i tell you.
It's seriously feels terrible. I didn't know I don't have your trust at all.. You always say i'm lidat but did you see it? Did you see any changes abt me that can change your mind? I'm sure you have, but you take it negatively...
I got nothing much more to say about it... I cannot change your mind and everything. I think i can just shut up and isolate myself.. It's okay i don't mind.. You all have hurt me enough...

You think i'm spoilt? Please... Who is the spoilt one.... I know what i'm doing, how i spend my money... I'm not that kind of girl you think... Who will keep on spending money and everything.. 18 years already and you still don't know me.... Most of my money spend on foood.. Nobody believes me and i won't care much. I have been cutting down on everything... I don't always buy the things that i like when i see it. You don't know me, don't anyhow say. When you tell her that, my heart breaks into million little pieces. I'm not the one anyhow spend my money, please remember that. I'm turning 18 soon, not 8 years old. Don't use those mentality that i don't know a single thing like a small kid. I'm not a kid anymore. Don't think that i don't know any thing that you do. I know it. Please stop using those stupid attitude towards me.. You use that on me, i use that on you. As simple as that.

I hate people attitude me. You want to attitude me, i will do it back to you. I'm not the one you can bully and everything. I cannot take it anymore.. I have my limits too. Please don't push over it. If you want me to explode, then just do it. But i don't know what i will do... All of you expect me to stay home every single day? I can't do that unless i don't have a single friend. You can, i cannot. Whenever i'm at home, it seems to have no peace at all. All the actions and words everything, made me not wanting to go home.. Why can't i have a happy peaceful fun family..

I know sometimes i done wrong in some ways too... Sometimes is my fault, but i'm trying to change.. Can't you all see? Can your mind change? Don't always stick to what you have think of me from young. Cuz you think lidat, you will see me lidat. No matter how/what i did, you will always have the same thinking forever don't change. I don't like that... What century is this already. And doesn't mean that you like this, i must like this, you do that i must do that. I have my own ways, my own thinking, my own attitude. I won't show you all attitude unless you all pissed me off and everything.

I miss working on valentine's day at country manna.... 2 years back.. Although it's a rush hour night, full house, busy and everything.. Running here and there.. I enjoyed myself. I miss working with kokonut Chris, koknut Sandy, Shiqi, Cindy, Malvern, Sarah, Denis, Sophie.. Although there are unhappy moments, but there are still fun and laughter.. I miss you all... especially Shiqi, Chris and Sandy!!!

Thanks melmel & xJUn for tolerating my rantings(: LOVES! (:

Lord,
Is this not the correct timing to leave? The words/sentences that she said... Somehow hurt me... I think she din't even realised it.. I don't blame her.. I'm the one who take it emotionally.. I don't mind not going and letting S to go.. I really don't mind.. I just feel unfair and hurt in my heart.. God... Why must i have these kind of feelings in my heart right now... Can You take it away... It's hurting me a lot.... I know there are blessings from you in disguise out there.. I know you will bless me... Let me cry a bit more before you bless me more.. I know you have been blessing and guiding me through all the way... I Love You Lord. I really do.. I know you are telling me this is not the time to go, you already hinted me long ago but i did not care... But now.. i surrender to you.. Firstly was my edusave had no money.. Now... it's S..
God.. Talk to me... I know you are hugging me and You loved me..



Thankyou Lord... I'm better now... I love You! I'm done with my crying... I'm fine now.. Thankyou for the healing.. Thankyou for healing my heart... I Love You.. ((:
May you bless my comm skill paper tomorrow! (:



Back to studying.... Ciao(:

Grp 3 w/o Jovii&Jill

Lyn Lee & me

Regina, Huiwen, Michelle, Me, Grace, Priscilia, Susie

Our Make Up Team

CHINGAY PARADE SINGAPORE 2009

THAT LADY♥

Iris❤
16 April, 9teen
NYP, MI0814
Faith Community Baptist Church
Learning to love others as myself

SHE WANTS❤

YOU❤.
Nice cute scheduler frm ArtBox.
Tanktops.
Tshirts.
Shorts.
Lappy Cloth.
IPOD TOUCH!
SONY/CANON Camera

HAPPENINGS❤

DEC
05: ❤ANNIE'S bday!!
24: Christmas Party!
25: Christmas Service!
27: Sentosa Cycling w my gals!❤
31: PK's hse blessing cum countdown sleepover!

SCREAMS❤

EXITS❤

Grace June Junting Melissa(: Salyonn(: Teeli AngieChen(: Audrey Ethel Evangeline HarPreet Huizin Likuan Nettez(: Nicholas Lee Cherie Jason JiaYee JiaQi Lynette Nora(: Yanying(: Cindy Poh Fitri Karyi Kelly Kok Shen PauLing SarahAy(: ShaoPing StephanieYap

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