.Friday, February 6, 2009 ' 12:25 AM
& your love is all i ever wanted
Lord,
Is this not the correct timing to leave? The words/sentences that she said... Somehow hurt me... I think she din't even realised it.. I don't blame her.. I'm the one who take it emotionally.. I don't mind not going and letting S to go.. I really don't mind.. I just feel unfair and hurt in my heart.. God... Why must i have these kind of feelings in my heart right now... Can You take it away... It's hurting me a lot.... I know there are blessings from you in disguise out there.. I know you will bless me... Let me cry a bit more before you bless me more.. I know you have been blessing and guiding me through all the way... I Love You Lord. I really do.. I know you are telling me this is not the time to go, you already hinted me long ago but i did not care... But now.. i surrender to you.. Firstly was my edusave had no money.. Now... it's S..
God.. Talk to me... I know you are hugging me and You loved me..
Thankyou Lord... I'm better now... I love You! I'm done with my crying... I'm fine now.. Thankyou for the healing.. Thankyou for healing my heart... I Love You.. ((:
May you bless my comm skill paper tomorrow! (:
Back to studying.... Ciao(:
