I'm still missing the time that i spent on tuesday night and wednesday..

I still can remember annie's facial expression when she saw me from afar..

Hope it was a great surprise! Hehe..

I was so amazed that she really trust me a lot and i'm really really very very happy that she trust me.

Bluff her that i was in JB cuz i need to use msia sim card to sms her instead of using my sg sim card.. Hahah... Actually wanted to surprise her at her house.. But well.. plan changed thanks to my mum and her friends.. Maybe God planned it ? because when she reached home, she forgotten that she left her key at home so she need to go Jess's workplace to get the key.. When she video-called me, i saw she was so near to Jusco! Hahas.. My mum ask me to ask her to come Jusco to find me. Hahas.. Ask her to come Jusco entrace. Hahas! She's super cute! Tot i was joking with her, but she came! Hee!! =)) Annie, you are shocked to see my mum? Hehe..

After that, went back to annie's house to slack and then she preparing to feed me till fat! Hahas..

I miss the time spent in that 2 days..... Annie, i shall stay over at your place soon and it will be longer this time!! xD

Annie Dear, thank you for trusting in me.. Even though we only know each other for a month plus.. I'm really glad that we are very close to each other.. I love you sis... Let's continue to be closer okay! =) Miss you a lot!!! Muackz and Hugs!!!

and took cab home after mrt from amk to serangoon!

Anyway, thanks PK for sending me to AMK mrt. Hehes =))

Got bullied by Kai, Evelyn and ANNIE today. Haiz. Sadded.

Thank God for the rain today even though we were partially wet.

Celebrated Steven's bday after dinner at MAC at chomp chomp.

He got bashed by the guys. LOL!

Dessert after that. Had Strawberry ice with ice cream. Not really that nice. Hehe..

Waiting for ANNIE to come out to SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why everytime i say to take the mobile broadband, you everytime say wait for this promo wait for that promo. how do you know there will be promo? you are not even working in any of it. oh please, do you think now can find anything which is temporary without any contract ? it will not lor. everything now HAVE contract. see properly. H-A-V-E HAVE!!!!!!!!! why everytime you must link it back to some other stuff when it doesn't link at all. gosh. seriously, what are you thinking ?????!!!!!!

yes i know i need to clean my room, need to pack and stuff. but hello? why can't you call that small kid to do as well ? not as if i staying alone in the room right. i SHARE the room with her okay. why don't ask her clean as well.. everytime is ask me until you see until pek cek and help to clean it. she's not very small anymore okay. and her exams are over. SHE IS VERY FREE NOW. i can't understand why can't ask her.

and please don't link everything that she's doing with me okay. yes i am the eldest and a sister. so what ? you think in her mind got me as a sister not ? you ask yourself, you see yourself. use your eyes to see clearly. i have my own life. not that i don't want to love her but seriously, you see what she do to me, and all. i flare up, shouting and everything because my limit is max. sometimes i really tolerate until cannot tolerate, i cry to myself. i seriously don't know what's more you want from me. i'm trying very hard. everything that is happening now, make me doesn't wanna come home. i wish to go ipoh and slack for the longest time i can. i feel like running away. i don't wanna face anything. i know i am running away from reality. i can't really take it anymore.

我很辛苦！！！！！！！！！

可是誰會知道我在想什麼呢。。

沒人懂我的感受。

我只是想要一個很可靠的人

聽我說話。。

learning how to be not irritating to people

learning how to keep things to myself

learning how to be independent.

how i wish to leave everything here and go somewhere far away.........................

God.... what to do...

can you tell me...

i don't feel any peace at all.

sigh.

This is not the usual going back ipoh trip. Not going back just to eat good food and relax. It's different this time.. Went to places that i never went before and know more nice and good friends!

Sat coach on friday night with PK, Evelyn, LP, Kai, Dennis, Luke, KS and Desmond. Reached ipoh at 5am! Waited for Annie to come fetch us at 6am. Went mac for breakfast! Sausage Mcmuffin.. Yumyum.. Went to the house that we going to stay to put down our things. At around 8plus, we head to their church before going to Sentosa. What does it come to your mind when you heard sentosa ? Confirm is the beach right! But this sentosa is special. It is call Kem Sentosa (Camp Sentosa). Hahhahas! It's a outdoor adventure place. We were all wearing slippers. Cool right! Guess what we do, JUNGLE HIKING! Almost got sucked by leech. Thanks to PK, she got it off my leg. Hehe. In the jungle for almost 2 hours. Tired to the max! I'm quite surprise that the deafs there have more energy than us! They went for outdoor obstacle course while me, kai and evelyn sat at the canteen to play monopoly deal. Hahas!

Played indoor games after they came back from the obstacle course and bathe. Had tug of war and the painful leg thingy.. Gosh. Shoulders injured due to pull too hard and blue black on leg.. Hmms. Headed to Kampar to eat claypot rice! Not bad. =) Was raining heavily.. to and flow the journey to kem sentosa, we were all sleeping. Muahhahahs.. after dinner, went back to bathe and sleep.

Next day went for church service, all the songs, never heard b4 one. hah. after that lunch with the deaf ministry. super full. was having stomach cramps.. thanks PK for helping me buy panadol. Went Jusco to shop and ask ku ma come find me at jusco. after that went to ipoh parade. nothing much to buy. leg very suan. Hahas. Had dinner at lou wong! Bean sprout chicken! Whooooots!~ Cell group after that. The program was testimony. Cute uh. Hahhas. Our whole team gave testimony except me, pk and desmond. Hhahahas... Headed for supper after that which was already quite late. About 11plus at night. Had a good laugh during supper. Hehes! Was laughing even when we got back to wash up and pack our things! Muahhahaa...

Leaving at 9am in the next morning. Annie suppose to go work but she come and send us off instead before heading to work. So sweet of her! The deafs in ipoh are more hyper than in our deaf ministry.. Seriously.. Hahahas..

Really really thanks annie for spending 2 days of her time with us. Good host. Hahhas. Miss her man! Will see her soon! =)) I starting to like going back to ipoh cuz of annie! Looking forward to my next ipoh trip and annie's trip to singapore! =))))

DM or not DM ?

God, please give me a sign!!!! =(

NO MOOD TO GO SCHOOL LAHZ....

Sianz. Haiz.

I also dunno why i complaining so much about school. Gosh! IT'S ONLY DAY 2!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh. School sucks loads for now. Modules and class...... Haiz.. Adapt to changes.. But i dun wish to.. For now at least..

I really don't know how you can become asm like that. you very pressurized, you very upset so you can just vent it onto me ? and pick on everyone ? i really wonder what if i really cry out, what reaction will you have. so what you are my asm ? can talk to me like that ? you said you are giving feedback, but it doesn't sound like feedback to me. if you don't respect us, why should we be respecting you ? u think u can just hurt people feelings as and when you like ? my respect for you had gone deep down. thanks uh. for your stupid attitude.

yes i have attitude. i admit. i know i am irritating, attitude person. but you're worst than me. thats all i can say. don't you you asm very big okay. you're not.