Love Transforms;LYN

2010-12-19T15:45:00.003+08:00

Was back from ipoh a few days ago..

I'm still missing the time that i spent on tuesday night and wednesday..

I still can remember annie's facial expression when she saw me from afar..

Hope it was a great surprise! Hehe..

I was so amazed that she really trust me a lot and i'm really really very very happy that she trust me.

Bluff her that i was in JB cuz i need to use msia sim card to sms her instead of using my sg sim card.. Hahah... Actually wanted to surprise her at her house.. But well.. plan changed thanks to my mum and her friends.. Maybe God planned it ? because when she reached home, she forgotten that she left her key at home so she need to go Jess's workplace to get the key.. When she video-called me, i saw she was so near to Jusco! Hahas.. My mum ask me to ask her to come Jusco to find me. Hahas.. Ask her to come Jusco entrace. Hahas! She's super cute! Tot i was joking with her, but she came! Hee!! =)) Annie, you are shocked to see my mum? Hehe..

After that, went back to annie's house to slack and then she preparing to feed me till fat! Hahas..

I miss the time spent in that 2 days..... Annie, i shall stay over at your place soon and it will be longer this time!! xD

Annie Dear, thank you for trusting in me.. Even though we only know each other for a month plus.. I'm really glad that we are very close to each other.. I love you sis... Let's continue to be closer okay! =) Miss you a lot!!! Muackz and Hugs!!!

2010-11-14T02:05:00.003+08:00

Had a wonderful night out today..

and took cab home after mrt from amk to serangoon!

Anyway, thanks PK for sending me to AMK mrt. Hehes =))

Got bullied by Kai, Evelyn and ANNIE today. Haiz. Sadded.

Thank God for the rain today even though we were partially wet.

Celebrated Steven's bday after dinner at MAC at chomp chomp.

He got bashed by the guys. LOL!

Dessert after that. Had Strawberry ice with ice cream. Not really that nice. Hehe..

Waiting for ANNIE to come out to SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-13T15:50:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i don't know what you are thinking in your mind.

why everytime i say to take the mobile broadband, you everytime say wait for this promo wait for that promo. how do you know there will be promo? you are not even working in any of it. oh please, do you think now can find anything which is temporary without any contract ? it will not lor. everything now HAVE contract. see properly. H-A-V-E HAVE!!!!!!!!! why everytime you must link it back to some other stuff when it doesn't link at all. gosh. seriously, what are you thinking ?????!!!!!!

yes i know i need to clean my room, need to pack and stuff. but hello? why can't you call that small kid to do as well ? not as if i staying alone in the room right. i SHARE the room with her okay. why don't ask her clean as well.. everytime is ask me until you see until pek cek and help to clean it. she's not very small anymore okay. and her exams are over. SHE IS VERY FREE NOW. i can't understand why can't ask her.

and please don't link everything that she's doing with me okay. yes i am the eldest and a sister. so what ? you think in her mind got me as a sister not ? you ask yourself, you see yourself. use your eyes to see clearly. i have my own life. not that i don't want to love her but seriously, you see what she do to me, and all. i flare up, shouting and everything because my limit is max. sometimes i really tolerate until cannot tolerate, i cry to myself. i seriously don't know what's more you want from me. i'm trying very hard. everything that is happening now, make me doesn't wanna come home. i wish to go ipoh and slack for the longest time i can. i feel like running away. i don't wanna face anything. i know i am running away from reality. i can't really take it anymore.

我很辛苦！！！！！！！！！

可是誰會知道我在想什麼呢。。

沒人懂我的感受。

我只是想要一個很可靠的人

聽我說話。。

learning how to be not irritating to people

learning how to keep things to myself

learning how to be independent.

how i wish to leave everything here and go somewhere far away.........................

God.... what to do...

can you tell me...

i don't feel any peace at all.

sigh.

2010-11-11T12:16:00.001+08:00

Day 3 of getting back from Ipoh trip.

This is not the usual going back ipoh trip. Not going back just to eat good food and relax. It's different this time.. Went to places that i never went before and know more nice and good friends!

Sat coach on friday night with PK, Evelyn, LP, Kai, Dennis, Luke, KS and Desmond. Reached ipoh at 5am! Waited for Annie to come fetch us at 6am. Went mac for breakfast! Sausage Mcmuffin.. Yumyum.. Went to the house that we going to stay to put down our things. At around 8plus, we head to their church before going to Sentosa. What does it come to your mind when you heard sentosa ? Confirm is the beach right! But this sentosa is special. It is call Kem Sentosa (Camp Sentosa). Hahhahas! It's a outdoor adventure place. We were all wearing slippers. Cool right! Guess what we do, JUNGLE HIKING! Almost got sucked by leech. Thanks to PK, she got it off my leg. Hehe. In the jungle for almost 2 hours. Tired to the max! I'm quite surprise that the deafs there have more energy than us! They went for outdoor obstacle course while me, kai and evelyn sat at the canteen to play monopoly deal. Hahas!

Played indoor games after they came back from the obstacle course and bathe. Had tug of war and the painful leg thingy.. Gosh. Shoulders injured due to pull too hard and blue black on leg.. Hmms. Headed to Kampar to eat claypot rice! Not bad. =) Was raining heavily.. to and flow the journey to kem sentosa, we were all sleeping. Muahhahahs.. after dinner, went back to bathe and sleep.

Next day went for church service, all the songs, never heard b4 one. hah. after that lunch with the deaf ministry. super full. was having stomach cramps.. thanks PK for helping me buy panadol. Went Jusco to shop and ask ku ma come find me at jusco. after that went to ipoh parade. nothing much to buy. leg very suan. Hahas. Had dinner at lou wong! Bean sprout chicken! Whooooots!~ Cell group after that. The program was testimony. Cute uh. Hahhas. Our whole team gave testimony except me, pk and desmond. Hhahahas... Headed for supper after that which was already quite late. About 11plus at night. Had a good laugh during supper. Hehes! Was laughing even when we got back to wash up and pack our things! Muahhahaa...

Leaving at 9am in the next morning. Annie suppose to go work but she come and send us off instead before heading to work. So sweet of her! The deafs in ipoh are more hyper than in our deaf ministry.. Seriously.. Hahahas..

Really really thanks annie for spending 2 days of her time with us. Good host. Hahhas. Miss her man! Will see her soon! =)) I starting to like going back to ipoh cuz of annie! Looking forward to my next ipoh trip and annie's trip to singapore! =))))

2010-10-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

Continue or not to continue ?

DM or not DM ?

God, please give me a sign!!!! =(

2010-10-12T21:44:00.004+08:00

EVERYTHING SUCKS IN SCHOOOL. GOSH.

NO MOOD TO GO SCHOOL LAHZ....

Sianz. Haiz.

I also dunno why i complaining so much about school. Gosh! IT'S ONLY DAY 2!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh. School sucks loads for now. Modules and class...... Haiz.. Adapt to changes.. But i dun wish to.. For now at least..

2010-09-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys. My blog has became my venting and ranting already. Can just don't need to read lah. (:

I really don't know how you can become asm like that. you very pressurized, you very upset so you can just vent it onto me ? and pick on everyone ? i really wonder what if i really cry out, what reaction will you have. so what you are my asm ? can talk to me like that ? you said you are giving feedback, but it doesn't sound like feedback to me. if you don't respect us, why should we be respecting you ? u think u can just hurt people feelings as and when you like ? my respect for you had gone deep down. thanks uh. for your stupid attitude.

yes i have attitude. i admit. i know i am irritating, attitude person. but you're worst than me. thats all i can say. don't you you asm very big okay. you're not.

2010-09-01T12:27:00.001+08:00

喜歡一個人，不管他有什麼缺點

有什麼不足你也會包容他，體諒他

因為覺得這些都不重要

最重要就是你真的喜歡他

2010-08-26T19:02:00.003+08:00

為什麼我一次又一次讓自己受傷

為什麼我不可以堅強一點

為什麼

為什麼想要和你一起出去都這麼難

每次想要約你出去

每次你都會給我一樣的原因說你很累

每次你這麼說，我的眼淚就會流出來

所以每次你打電話來，問我要不要去吃飯什麼的

我都答應

因為我很珍惜一起度過的時間

不只是你，我所有的朋友也是。

I only wanna spend some quality time with you only.

I don't mean anything.

I already let it go, just a bit more..

bcuz it seems that you let it go already, thus i know i have to let go.

although it pains me, but i have no choice.

對你來說，我可能不是那位最重要的了

你其他的朋友比較重要

可是對我來說，你在我的心裡，是永遠的那麼重要

如果我讓你覺得我很煩

對不起。。

2010-08-22T22:47:00.005+08:00

Letting the blog to come back to life. Hahas..

Gkidz today had no small group time. Isaac cut his hair! Cute. Hehehe. Louis not online so i can't post the photo up to let u all see. Muahhahaa. My cute lil isaac. Went to find them for lunch after gkidx debrief. Had fish nd chips at hans. Gosh! It's so big portion. Thanks gab for taking 1/2 of my fish. i can't finish it myself. i din't even finish my vege and fries. Headed out with Evelyn, Kai, Nelson and Cai Ping to go find Gilly's prex one. But, feeling moody. Hence i din't join them. Went to store instead. Headed to Far East alone. Bought 2 pairs of flats! YESH! =DD Helped Nani to buy her milk tea then headed home. Rested a while, headed out for dinner at tiong bahru rd. 2 attitude people spoil my mood for dinner. Sianz.. But get to enjoy my black pepper crab. Yumms yummms! Thankyou mummy for the dinnner! =)

It'd be so nice to have a boyfriend to know every bit of you, be your pillar, take care of you, give you everything you need and to fill that little special place in your heart.

我只是想要一個愛我，關心我，願意聽我說話的人。

很難嗎？

我只知道我很想念我們的回憶。

好想回到以前，

一起的日子。

可以嗎？

2010-08-16T00:49:00.004+08:00

Finallly!!! Step into expo today after like a month plus ? BUTBUT! I still prefer having Gkidz at TCT! OH MY GOOODNESS! Totally different cans! Oh man!

Met up with my dear dear darling sisters (Ivy, Adeline, Liyun, Huimin, Xiaojun and YVONNE!!!!!!!) Finally met yvonne like after so longgggggggggggg ?!!!!!! MISS HER LOTS! But sadly, din't take photo 0.0 Hahahas. Saw PK, Grace, Gab and Louis at airport. Muahhahahhhaa... Monthly outings coming out sooon! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!!!!!~

Going to meeeet Gilly and PK tomorrow. YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! =DD

and

one more thing

SBLT IS OPENING ON SATURDAY!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! FINALLLY!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDD

2010-07-16T17:50:00.002+08:00

原来在你心里

我不算是什么

我什么都不是

谢谢你

让我知道

我不明白为什么

这种事都会发生

在我身上

我真的不懂

算了吧

生气

伤心

你也不会管了吧

让我自己承受这一切吧

2010-07-12T21:04:00.003+08:00

Looking back at last year's hong kong photos.. I missed going there. This month a few of my friends going hong kong lor! Make me jealous.. Stucked at PA company for attachment.. 20th Aug faster arrive! Today super slack lor.. Slack the whole day can.... Nothing to do.. Nap for about 20mins... Then 45 mins b4 knocked off went to ailin's side to chit chat disturb her while she doing her work.. Hhahahhas.. Boring ah.....~~

2010-07-10T12:57:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel like you're avoiding me ?

Why do i feel like you don't wanna talk to me anymore?

Surprised by you just now on the phone.

I actually haven't finish the conversation.

Thanks ah.

Thanks for making me shocked, surprised, stunned, angry and upset.

Thanks so much.

2010-07-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time already. Hahhaa..

Blog is dead~~ LOL, here i come to revive it. muahahhaha..

Attachment now.. 1 month and a week. SIAN!

Now helping some people do webpage content... Means dump all the content from old web to new web...

Haven't been doing my report since wk2.. LOL!! oppz =x

and and i don't like 1 person in the company and 1 person from SBOP! Goodness.. Hopefully i dun see her much..

Gonna watch eclipse on saturday after work! WHOOOOOOTS!~ Can't wait! Saturday opening with Mima and Arif! SBLT ROCKS YO! MUAHAHHHAHHA. Okay i'm mad. Gotta go bed.. Tomorrow another sian day but it's FRIDAY! TGIF! xD

LOVE does not talk about sacrifices (:

2010-06-08T21:40:00.005+08:00

I miss the day when we first met
I miss the times when we first talk
I miss the times when you keep disturbing me
I miss the times when you keep tripping me
I miss the times when you say you love me
I miss the times when we hold hands
I miss the times when you kiss me
I miss the times when you hug me
I miss the times when you are beside me
I miss the times when we spend time together
I miss the times when we have fun
I miss the times when we spend hours talking on the phone
I miss the times when we quarrelled
I miss the times when i get angry with you
I miss the times when you get angry with me
I miss the times when you try to cheer me up
I miss the times when you comfort me when quarrel with my sister
I miss the times when you send me home after meeting up
I miss the times when you miss me
I miss the times when you sms me sweet little messages

I miss your smile
I miss your laughter
I miss your jokes

I miss ...
EVERYTHING.

My heart will always stay with you even if you choose to leave me.
You're the one that I love most.
No matter how you treat me, I won't stop loving you

2010-05-31T21:33:00.001+08:00

Attachment first day..
BORING..
Rot from 830am all the way to 5pm.
Is SERIOUSLY rotting, cuz supervisor on MC. Nothing to do.
Secretly use internet and watch movie on itouch. HAHHAHA.

OH, WENT TO BOUGHT MY TUMBLER JUST NOW! I LOVE MY TUMBLER! <3

2010-05-26T00:52:00.003+08:00

在你心裡，我已經不再重要了嗎？
Hmmz.. Random thought.

Anyway, had a wonderful night out with wei lin dear! <3
Went to gateway and surprise her! Muahahhaha....
CHENG GONG! xD She super cute lah.. Muahhahaa
Knew something new today. HEEHEE =p
Went to ION to have dinner.. Share Grand Slam at this small jap place at basement.
Chit chat chit chat....
Went to SBLT to slack! Muahhahaha.. Chit chat chit chat again till about 10 plus and went home..
Wonderfully spent! Hehe.. Shall have more of this times with her! When there are longer hours when we are both free. Hehehe..

To all people who are having presentation later, JIAYOU!!!!!! xD

有時候真的對你好失望。。

2010-05-24T22:07:00.004+08:00

dere's no more ily, imy coming frm u anymore..
guess won't expect that frm u anymore..

in an emo mood now
sians.
project sucks loads.
i wanna give up. can i ?
i'm not programming pro.
i'm not good at studies.
i am good at nothing at all.

sometimes i really wonder why i chose this course when i need to appeal to other course frm originally manufacturing engineering..
i don't know how to answer myself.
God, can u please help me?
=(

juz wanna say,
i miss you loads.
i love you.
forever.

2010-05-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

我覺得我好像個代替品..

MIT and ECC graduation today. Congrats to all seniors! (:

Thank God that i wore shoe today instead of slippers. After i bought something from atrium, walked up the escalator and i tripped on it. Thank God haven reach 2nd floor. Tripped twice and had a small injury on my leg.. Thank God that my toe nothing happen.

Slack slack around and take photos.. Emo all the way home.

2010-05-20T14:03:00.001+08:00

FYP SUCKS LOADS

2010-05-19T09:46:00.003+08:00

我真的那麼不值得去珍惜嗎？
Managed to hold back my tears till she left.
Tears had been flowing for about 50minutes already..
and there's still more..
Trying my best to pull the gap closer but it seems to be wider..
Sigh.....

對不起..

2010-05-17T22:16:00.003+08:00

BB Camp was over..
Sad that i missed everything lah.. But nvm.. It's alright..

Hilda came and accompany me today. Hahah.. Thanks gal.. Although i'm not feeling very well, but thankyou for the catch up ! (: and HILDA, YOU ARE SO FUNNNNNY! U know why! Shan't say it here.. Hehes..

i'm not a programming pro.
i admit it.
fyp sucks big time.

2010-05-11T13:18:00.002+08:00

wanna spend time with you more...... but..
sigh.....~

I WANT 28TH TO COME FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

あなたは本当に私にこれ以上愛していないのですか？

2010-05-10T21:03:00.001+08:00

真的不懂你心裡在想些什麼。。
*嘆氣*

今天天氣好熱啊！

2010-05-05T00:09:00.001+08:00

我真的有這麼討人厭嗎？

2010-05-03T21:57:00.003+08:00

today is so not my day.
everything went down.
i hate today.

but thanks to preet who accompany me when i asked just now..
bought my fave kimchi at the korean restaurant.. that cheered me up a little but it went down again after that..

Sigh.

EMO-ing in process.
Bye.

2010-05-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

I really wonder why people like to back stab behind other ppl back..
is it human nature to do that ?
i don't understand..

official 18days more to end of FYP.! minus away wkends....
IAP starting sooooonz..
I want my ipoh getaway quick!

2010-04-29T13:22:00.001+08:00

Life is so precious.
Felt kinda moody after reading the page..
You never know what is going to happen next..
Treasure and Cherish..
Once its gone,
it might not come back anymore..

2010-04-29T07:33:00.002+08:00

Morning~~
SLEEPY! x(
How i wish today to skip schoool and sleep at home.. Yawnz...

Went to bed last night, feeling something is missing... Your Voice...

Yawnz..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR WEILIN! XD
Good that managed to surprise you with a cake after tea party. Whoooots~
=D

2010-04-28T09:36:00.001+08:00

So fast..
It's end of april already..
May's coming~~
4 more weeks of FYP.
SIAN

2010-04-20T08:36:00.000+08:00

Bad start of the day i treasured most.
真的是痛苦的日子啊

2010-04-19T21:54:00.003+08:00

Sigh..
Moody
moody
moody

好不開心。。

2010-04-19T10:55:00.002+08:00

Thankyou Gilly, PK, Andy, Shi Nuan, Dennis, Kai, Evelyn, Louis, Christine, Jennifer, Florence, Shahrinah, Gabriel, Grace for the Presents!!!!!!!!!!

and and lastly! THANKYOU ONG WEI LIN FOR COMING DOWN AND SURPRISE US UH! (((: THANKYOU MS SUNNNNY FLOWER! X)

did i missed any1 out ? Hmmmmz.. anyway, Thanks everyone lah! Thanks people who came for last night dinner too (((:

2010-04-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

Thankyou for all those who had wished me! x)
except for my dear laopo calista.. YOU SEE THIS HOR! x(
sadded.

Had a good time today.
Firstly, thankyou Liangpieng, Stephanie, Likuan, Yanzhen, Dawn, Jasmine and Vivian(who was damn late today) for the kfc treat and the cakie! x)

Next, thankyou love for spending the evening with me. (:

Saw kelvin siew on bus. Hahhahaa..

2010-04-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Turning 19 in 1 hr and 30mins..
Feels like just another normal day..
Doesn't feel very excited..
Just normal..
No surprises and all
Just like every other year..
Actually birthdays getting more boring every year..

Ohwells..

2010-04-10T11:54:00.001+08:00

It's been so long i have so long hours of sleep! WHOOOOOTS!~
Slept at 1am last night. and woke up at 1145am. WHEEEEEE!~ I LOVE IT MAN!
Auto wake up.. I hope there's more of this!! LALALA!~

2010-04-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

Tears just suddenly overflow from my eyes.
I don't know why.
So i just let it flow.

2010-04-06T21:01:00.004+08:00

距離慢慢的越來越遠
一定要這樣嗎？
到現在，我真的不知道發生了什么
可以告訴我嗎？
我覺得好難受
態度都不一樣了
話說少了
覺得好冷漠
為什么
回到從前
好不好

我對你
永遠不變

好想念你的一切
好想念一起度過的時光
真的不會再有了嗎？
感覺不一樣了嗎？

2010-04-05T10:16:00.000+08:00

Feeling so useless and lousy..
Dunno what to do to cheer u up when you feeling so down..
Haix..
Heart break to seee u like that...

2010-04-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么

我真的不懂
可以告訴我嗎

2010-04-01T14:16:00.001+08:00

2 days less than an hour...

in emo moodz, dunno why.

2010-03-31T00:47:00.003+08:00

sometimes just wanna catch your attention
by doing silly things and random things
sometimes just want your care and love
sometimes just want to see your smile
sometimes just want you to be by my side
sometimes small little things
i will just feel so blessed

我只想要你在我身邊
只要有你的那一站、就是幸福的

2010-03-12T23:16:00.004+08:00

我很想和你說
我只在乎你一個。
我不想再帶給你困擾
所以很多事我都不會再問了
你想說的時候再說，
我會在那里聽。

雖然我很不喜歡這樣
如果這樣能減少你的困擾和壓力
我愿意這么做。

我相信我們之間的裂痕
一定會消失。
你已經是我生命里的一部分
我永遠愛你。

I have no other demands,
because i have your love,
thus my life is fulfilled.

2010-03-12T16:48:00.001+08:00

back to blog a bit.

today is so not me..
i dunno why..
keep having weird weird feeling inside me..
wanna cry...

end of fyp wk1.

2010-03-03T23:29:00.004+08:00

I guess i won't be blogging for some time bah.
Taking rest from blogging.
Before i go MIA from here for some time,

I really wanna say,
you are dearly loved by me no matter what happen.
No matter what relationship it is, there's always a space for you in my heart.
I really treasured all the days.

Nitez guys.
MIA on 3march 11.32pm.

2010-03-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

Flunk IP paper. WHeetsz.
Don't know what to say. LOL!.
After paper headed to marine parade for prayer at chapel.. Left at 6pm..
Went to old airport rd to have my dinner with AH TEE! She's flying off tomorrow morning to Wuhan for "exchange" study program.. ORDERED MY FAVE FISH MEAT MI FEN! NICE NICE!!
I want eat it again!!! x))

2010-03-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

Had a happy day out today.
Hee(:
Went to KTV @ chinatown then went to buy KOI! Hahas..
Had dinner @ Central Kopitiam. Hopeless. No cure. Food not nice, drinks not nice and more ex than normal kopitiam. and and my korean food is gone!! Haiiiz..
Walked around clarke quay, saw a japanese fliming crew at clarke quay.. Hope i don't get on tv man in Japan.. Cuz i was standing right behind the hosts.... Me look so ugly.. Hahhahas..

Working @ 8am in the morning~~ Sleep sleep..

2010-03-01T11:39:00.001+08:00

went to bed last night with tears in the eyes and a heavy heart.
sigh

2010-02-27T19:53:00.002+08:00

Haven't been bloggin for about a week..
Let's see..

Monday went to work in the morning.. Knocked off at 4pm and headed home.. Took nap at 6pm but in the end, sleep till the next day morning. But woke up at while around 9plus to talk to my dear pig. Hahas.. Tired tired..

Tuesday went down to parkway to have lunch with ziyan. Girl, take care when back to australia okay! x) see you soooonz.. Headed to work till 10pm and headed home.

Wednesday.. Headed to my dear pig's house and slack. LOL! plus do a bit of math.

Thursday.. Had math paper.. Quite tough.. Everyone don't know how to do.. Sianz.. I blur until i left my admin card on my examination table and forget to take.. In the end, elizabeth wong smsed me and asked her to pass to li kuan. Haha.. Headed to amk hub to walk walk after that with likuan, baoyu and mastura~~ Had my popeye's mash pot and KOI! yumyumz!~

Friday accompanied piggy to J8 to see see look look at spf roadshow.. J8 nobody de sia... LOL!

Today headed to school for BB meeting. As usual, i late. LOL!

Lalala~~ tomorrow going to church and work. hmmmmmmmmz

2010-02-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

Whooooots. Managed to pull through the day! Vomitted twice in like 1 hour ? Gosh.. Felt so terrible. 330am auto wake up run to toilet and vomit. Stomach felt damn empty thus went to eat a piece of bread and go back to bed. But but within seconds, jump out of bed and run to toilet. Vomitted out the bread too. After that went back to bed. Half hour later, ran too slow and vomitted on the floor of my dining room. Indigestion man... Cuz i saw koi's pearls which i vomitted out. LOL! Okay gross.. Smsed rose and said that i can't make it for work. Smsed min that i can't go for reunion lunch as i wanted to rest. Went back to bed and woke up at 10am. Feeling better, thus smsed kiat to say i be going down to work. Reunion lunch cancelled as not many people can make it.. Aww..

Headed to rumbia, sengkang with my mum. To pay for the new aircons for the new house. Zzz.. Felt damn tired. Headed to work after that. Managers know that i'm not feeling that well thus they treated me quite good lar.. But i don't mean that they normally don't treat me good eh. (: Did R1, guess who i saw, LI SENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaaas..

Today was quite okay for a saturday lar.. OT for 45mins.. Guess who i saw again. ENZZIO and FAIZAL frm SB-RC. ENZZIO changed damn lots man! It's been long since i last saw him.. Hahhas.. I won't know its him until he say "u remember me not". The face look quite familiar but i can't remember the name. Until he say "whalao.. same class b4 and u can't remember." It's ENZZIO. Hahahas.. His girlfriend quite pretty eh.. ((: Came home after work. Not a bad day after all... (:

2010-02-20T01:57:00.001+08:00

i love the warmth feeling
i love the way you hug me
i love the way you kiss me
i love everything about you

2010-02-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

back to blog..
Finally CT's over! WHOOOOOTS~ Now left exams.. 2 papers.. Math and IP.
Went to chinatown yesterday night to countdown for CNY. Damn lots of people.. Dislike those ppl from cheena.. Push push and push. What the heck.. But but had a happy cny eve and cny day1 cum vday

Today slack.. Went to suntec to have ice cream with family.. Tomorrow gonna go watch movie.. Lalalala~

2010-02-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

當你很在乎一個人的時候
你會變得很敏感
一點小事也會想得很嚴重

2010-02-05T10:45:00.004+08:00

FINALLY!
1st FRIDAY OF THE WHOLE SEM DON'T NEED TO GO SCHOOL!
School ends officially for me yesterday! Might be going back to school for math revision on mon and wed..
Sleep till shuang man! Don't need wake up so early to rush to school for damn wdd.
Lalalala!~~
Yesterday went to school for just nsim lab test and can go home liao. Hahhahas..
Accompany piggy for dinner.. Heee.. Surprise her with a cup of cup walker but seeems.. not nice anymore..

Nothing to do today... Will be heading down to TSC to chop envelops and then head to bedok for cell.. BB EN XI!! x))

imy my dear..

2010-02-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

WDD lab test today GG sia.. Mind gone blank when started the lab test.. Hands shaking.. LOL! Don't know why also. Hahhaas..

Headed to serangoon stadium to jog.. 3 and 1/2 rounds, gastric pain then cannot jog liaoz.. zzz.. Thursday jog again~~
Tomorrow or rather later EC CT!!! Zzzzzzz

2010-02-02T11:07:00.001+08:00

真的不能愛你了嗎？
為什么。。
可以告訴我原因嗎？

2010-02-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

It's the 1st of feb today!
13 more days to vday and cny..

Been working and exercising the past 2 days.. Tired.. Thigh muscle pain..
Thank God projects all handed up. YES AR!
But but..
Common tests and end sem exams are coming.. Haiiz..
Bought total 4 tshirts 2 tank tops and socks from far east last week x)
Thankyou piggy for accompanying.. ((:
好不習慣叫你的名
覺得好奇怪
以后不叫你的名字了
叫你豬就好啦！ x)

x xxx x

2010-01-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

Woohooo~ Bought 2 tank tops yesterday...
Thanks piggy for accompanying me although you are not in good mood..
Felt so useless actually... Can't cheer u up.. Instead you cheer me up at a certain point of time..
Was quite emo actually..
butbut
i treasured the time alot..
(:

Finally most of the lessons over! YESH! Let's see what lessons do i have left.
DSA - monday proj assessment.
EC - if got questions, if nt no nid go.
Com Skills - wrapping up (waste of time)
Maths - revision
NSIM - lab test.
WDD - lab test.

WOOOOOOTS~!

我不需要你的回報才在一起
你明白嗎？

2010-01-27T20:45:00.002+08:00

心里總覺得怪怪的
不知道為什么
那種感覺不知道要該怎樣形容。。

好想念一個人
可是。。。
嗨。。
我都不知道我自己在做什么。。
我到底怎么了。。
今天總覺得怪怪的。。

你一個都沒回應。。
都是朋友在回應。。
我看我已經瘋了吧。。
這樣也可以發神經。。

今天很不正常。。可能昨晚沒睡夠。。
可是
我想要對你說
我真的好想你。。

× ××× ×

2010-01-23T00:43:00.003+08:00

Finally its the weekend.
But, there's still no break for me as i'm working on weekends. Haiz.
Today's slackest day of the week.

Actually don't feel like goin WDD today one.. But still went and late. LOL! Went online msn at lab, saw CQmummy online. At that time, the sky was like dark! Machiam 5am plus 6am when its already 9.40AM.. Hahas.. Then we starting talking crap about it. Like from changing AM to PM.
met piggy and accompany piggy to hv lunch.. Was actually quite happy.. Hahaha.. Com skills slack lar.. Haha..

Headed to bedok after that, Waited for xiaojun to reach mel's block and we went up together.. But at that time, mel's feeding BB En Xi.. So waited... Hehe.. Nigel brought BB out to living room and show us. SO CUTE!!!! Hahahahas.. Headed to TC after math for book of romans workshop. Thanks June for sending us there!

Was actually not in a good mood on the way there and during the preaching.. Tears wanted to flow but got controlled. cuz so many people around me. Fell into emo mood until when going home.. Thanks ah nuan for calling me once you reached home. LOL!

2010-01-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

BB En Xi had opened her eyes at 7.30am! x))
Cute cute! Hehes..
Too bad cannot go hosp and visit. Shall see BB EnXi on friday then. Hahas.

Today work quite okay. Not many people. Like weekday lidat. Hahas! Unusual Sunday! Probability <0.05! Hohoho! Did pos for a while. Stressed until forget to call out the drinks. Hahahs! Lalalalala~ Later DSA Mock Test. GG lia0z.~ EC Class test also. GG

2010-01-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

I don't care whether you see or not. Don't care u know my blog link or not. Don't care you like me or not. Whatsoever. I don't give a damn.
So irritated and pissed off by you. You need to say until like that in lab izit. If she doesn't wanna go, then don't force her lah. What for psycho her to go.
You all go there is want to play, want to go overseas. You think what, fyp don't need to do ah.
You think really own time own target ar.. You really think out of your mind. You don't do come back chiong like siao. Whatever you said, really pissed me off lor. Really too much lah. But well, i don't give a damn now.

Looking forward to tomorrow evening! Hee((:

Whalaoooooooo. My mum gave a letter to me from nyp. I KENA WARNING LETTER FOR EC SIA! Im like.................. I only din't go 1 lecture and 1 tutorial. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Other 2 lectures anyhow one sia! I got go leh..... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Monday gonna ask teacher. HAIZ.

BB En Xi opening her eyes in a few hours time! YIPPIE!! x)

imy

2010-01-14T10:13:00.004+08:00

Sian.. Next wk all project deadlines. I hope can finish my IP by next week. Cuz if next wk hand up, then dun need go IP liao.! Who wanna wake up and reach school at 8am just to go class to do project sia. LOL!

Had a fruitful time the past few days. No matter how long the time spent, i treasured it alot. Exam timetable is out.. Cannot slack liao even if is only 2 papers. Hahas.. Waiting for common test timetable to be out also. Lalala~ Sian.... Going school now for NSIM lab. Slack slack.

BB EnXi is opening her eyes in 2 days! x)

就算全世界的人都反對，我都要和你在一起。

2010-01-12T01:09:00.001+08:00

Gosh.. It's week 13 already. HAIIIIZ.
Projects due. Sianz.
Shouldn't have go DSA today. LOL. Waste time.
Went to polyclinic to see doctor today to get MC for work and got eye drop for my eye. Waited for almost 2hours! Ate popeye's mash potato! YUMMMMMMY!

piggy ar... muz take care okie....

2010-01-07T00:44:00.004+08:00

1 day!!!!!!!!

Today was late for IP lab for 1hour. LOL! Shouldn't have went lar. Damn tired. But managed to let teacher see lab5. Math lecture after that and DSA lecture. Was smsing with likuan during lectures cuz was damn bored and that lady! din't come to schooool cuz over slept till quite late. ZZ

Headed home to rest b4 bathing and head to work. Slept on the way to work. Work was quite ok. Rose prepared POS for me. But never ask me open POS counter. Too bad. There goes my opportunity to learn POS today. Actually if learn today, better. CUZ NOT MUCH PEOPLE ONE! Only at certain point of time.. I'm super messed in bar. I rather do frappe. Hahhas.. I think Rose think so too lah thats why always call me do frappe. HEEEE(:

Scared to handle POS man. Hahahas.. So different from working at country manna. Hahah! Work from 4pm to 10pm. Had takoyaki for dinner! x) Yumyum!
Piggy's cute today! LOLLLL!!

你是不是在想我？
我真的不知道。。

可以和自己喜歡的人在一起
就算只有一分鐘都會很滿足

2010-01-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

2 days 2 days!

AVATAR IS DAMN NICE!!!! OH MY GOSH!
I cried during the movie. Heh.
Headed to cafe cartel to have our late dinner and then headed home. Thanks PK for the dinner and ride home! x)

Headed to school early today. Suppose to do IP. Piang. Do till damn pek cek. My VB dun like me lar! My sign in page cannot appear on my com but can appear in nianzhi's com! Roarrrrrr...
Sian lar.. tml 8am. SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN. Gonna work after school. Helping out in open house on thursday morning. LALLALALALALALLALA~

2010-01-01T12:48:00.002+08:00

7 days!!

Broke my record again!
Reach home at 3am last night or rather this morning. Whoooooots.
Feeling tired but not sleepy..
Slept at 4am.
Woke up at 630am.
Lie on the bed with eyes wide for 2hours.
Can't take it, went to on the com and use a while.
Slept back at 9plus 10 cuz was too boring and everyone still sleeping.. zzz
Woke up at 12 and bathe.
and now
HERE BLOGGING! LOL!

1st post of 2010!
IMYIMYIMYIMY

2009-12-31T17:50:00.005+08:00

8days!

Today marks the last day of 2009. Last post of the year..
out of 365 days, i only have 127 blog posts, including this. Hahas.
Whole of 2009.. Most happiest moments are between last wk of march to end of september..
A few first times in this 2009.
1st time participating in NDP
1st time learning sign language
1st time having deaf friends
1st time communicating with the deaf
1st time knowing that being a president of a club is so tough
1st time being a volunteer in TSC
1st time ...........

piggy i'm so happy that i known you. REALLY.

As i'm typing this post, smiles and almost tears were on my face..

Starting of the year..
Were chionging projects and getting ready for end semester exams. Hah!
Slacking through the holidays after the exams and going back to school for preparation for FOC till april.
School starts april 20. This date, is so important to me. School modules and everything totally sucks except for maths. LOL. Although most of the time i don't understand what elizabethwong teaching.
I treasured everything that happened. Good and bad.
Primers orientation in may.
NDP training started in june all the way to aug 9. Tuesdays and saturdays.
Hong Kong trip with my lovely church sisters and my grandma in june.
Knowing my lovely CQmummy, Gilly Jie, PK, BH and others.
Sweet happy memories. All flooding in my head..
dear piggy!
Birthday celebrations of ndp clique. Outings, gatherings.
1st big volunteer project. DEAF GOT TALENT CHRISTMAS PARTY in DECEMBER!
Koi Kakis [ Gilly and Kai ]
my new house..
new found friends and old friends..
I really thank God for everything that has happened in 2009.

I'm going out for congre meeting and countdown yo. Will blog again.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! xD
LOVES!

8days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Gosh..
feel like puking the whole day..
=(

2009-12-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

9days!
9days!
9days!

Work today was okok.. Cough until wanna die. Lucky was at back room doing prep mix. Hahahas.. Headed to new house and let CQmummy and daddyLouie to take a look. Went to Blk 7 to eat. Had fish and chips! YUM YUM! x)

Thanks daddyLouie for sending me home. =D
GillyJie came back already! YAYYYY!

2009-12-28T01:18:00.004+08:00

11 days!

Last night couldn't sleep cuz having difficulty to breathe. I don't know why. My body is weak nowadays. HAIZ! Too weak already in fact.
Went to TCT for my 1st gkidz meeting with my p3 kidz. Next month or rather next week i be taking them with teeli as P4. (:
They are so cute lah. hahaha.. Can't really remember their names.. Headed to Level 4 to have buffet lunch with the deaf. Thankyou CQmummy to help me leave a plate full of food. =D
Went shopping @ suntec with PK after that.. Then headed to work. Was thinking whether to go or not to go.. Cuz was having slight headache and my cough is still on. =( But still, i headed for work.
YEAH! Pay coming!! WHEEEE O WHEEE!~ Thank God today not much people in the store.. As in the Customers. =D Love this kind of working.. Not hectic and can slack at the same time. Hahha Nice. Finally see Raaj after so long. LOL! We had different working timings. HAH! Thankyou Raaj for making me my vanilla latte. =D

Now i feel like having headache and wanna puke. =(
Gotta slp. Ciao.

FEELING HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME X)
TI AMO~

2009-12-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

13days..

Rot the whole day at home.
No mood to complete anything that i need to.
Die die by next week must be done.
Tomorrow need to report to TCT for GKIDZ duty =)
Looking forward to it.. But feeling scared too.. Hahax..
Thanksgiving Buffet Lunch after that by Deaf Ministry! x)
Working 7-11pm... Lalala~

letting go of the things u hold dearly is always the toughest.

2009-12-25T12:06:00.001+08:00

your message brighten up my day!
x)
luv u!

2009-12-25T10:44:00.002+08:00

14days! 2 wks!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! xD
Ho ho ho!~

First time in my life, i stayed outside after midnight during christmas eve waiting for christmas to come and wish everyone. First time go home so late during christmas. Hahhaas. The rest went to tampines to watch late night movie after supper.. Wanted to join them but nah.. Want my rest too.. Thankyou daddyLouie for sending me home (:

Went to doctor yesterday.. Confirm is throat infection. Haiz, Lost my voice.. Doctor say my throat super red. Hahhaas.. No chilli food, No cold stuff, No fried food.. =( Sigh.. I had bread for both lunch and dinner. How great is that man! =( Supper was kway teow soup. Tasteless.. Wasted my $4.. Din't finished it of cuz. Rawr~!

Headed home to sleep after seeing the doctor.. My voice is superly man and low.. Now getting better but still having cough with stupid phlegm.. Headed to church in the evening for christmas stomp. I quite like the animation! Like playing WII. hehe.. Piggy called while i was walking to church. Wahhahahaha! Super cute can! TEEHEE(: That call brightened up my evening! Wasn't feeling good cuz of my throat infection.. Haiz. They should have more stomp.. Too little to me..
Thanks XIAOJUN for the sweeets! Thanks CQmummy and daddyLOUIE for the bible and highlighter! =)

How i wish can spend this christmas with you..

2009-12-23T20:47:00.001+08:00

why nobody care about me

im so disappointed with you all.

2009-12-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

16days

thought today can relax at home. it became suffering at home.
dunno why suddenly my throat playing tricks on me. now i'm voice-less plus feeling pain all over my throat. stupid phlegm juz stuck down there. not coming out or going down. feel so uncomfortable. gonna use signs today onwards. i wonder what i am going to do tomorrow lidat... gosh.. so many things cannot eat.

i want to see doctor. i'm so xin ku at home.. ):

cough = pain
talk = pain

2009-12-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

17days

it's raining heavily outside now.. so cold in my room.
howiwishuwereheretohugme

there's work tomorrow. 12-5pm. then meeting in sch at 6pm. hope nigel sends me home. hope he dun go the long cut way. i want get home early tomorrow. tired.

today had primers pool competition. Not bad lahs. after that headed to ps to meet shah to change the colour of the so-called vest at cotton on. MAN! I bought for u and i wanted it! U better buy me back 1 for xmas! Hahaaa! Headed to cine to meet gilly and buy movie tickets. BUT BUT BUT! The tickets for that timing slot had sold out! Even 2 hours b4 the show start! RAWR! I wanna watch you know! Nvm. Next wk, i hope. Wanna watch Alvin & the chipmunks too! Will You watch with me ?
Waited for CQmummy to come. So we walked to orchard central to slack.. Then walked back to cine for dinner. Headed to ION for a walk then home. There's so many ppl in orchard rd. Esp in front of taka! Today got a lot of ppl having caroling in orchard too! Saw 1 and mummy said that its from our church cuz got 1 guy is her friend's friend.

gottta slp. work at 12~

ily

2009-12-20T01:27:00.003+08:00

19days

I'm so disappointed. Super duper disappointed with you two or three. I don't know what to do, but to break down when i see missy next to me breaking down. Can you just tell me what is going on?
Sigh.

Woke up early and get prepared to go Mount Faber Safra for breakfast with PK and the rest before DGT Xmas Event. Reached at 1030am.. Nobody was there.. zzZzz.. Haha.. Shortly, i saw PK's car drove down to carpark. Hahhas. Ate and went to the dance floor to help out and what so ever. The kids were cute! Except for 1. LOL! I don't understand what he talking. Hahhas. Isaac Kendrick Jerry and Joelle were cute kids! Hehes...

Sigh. After everything end, something happened which i think was dumb cuz doesn't need a big fuss out of it. Dinner was okayy... Went to xin wang hk cafe for a drink then headed home...

doytapsdeoupsoteburohethgi.....

2009-12-18T13:32:00.002+08:00

21days

Finally common tests had ended! WHEEEEEE!
Tomorrow's DGT xmas event. wheee! Will get to play with Isaac! HAHA! Looking forward yeah! Isaac so cute!!!!!

Later going to TC for Dennis's Baptism. Haha! Today have a new-born child! Hehe.. Meeting PK and Kai for dinner at coffeeshop... Lalala~
Hungryyyy~~

等著你回來

2009-12-17T09:10:00.002+08:00

22 days

Marketing was nice! Wahhaaa.. Finished the paper in 15mins. Fast hor.. Hahhaa.. My fastest paper. LOL! Study so much for like nothing.. Hahahas..
Headed to Shah's bday bbq.. Eat and eat and eat.. Go there only thing is eat. LOL Shamsiah's youngest son is so cute can! Hahahas.. Piggy pig pig~

Headed home at 11plus in cab with Andy.. Tx andy! Hahaha. I keep bugging him to take cab. ahhahas! Cuz no more bus for me if i were to change bus. Dun expect me to walk home from bedok lor.. On the way, going to PIE, almost got into an accident. Stupid cab in front of mine, can't earn a little lesser ah.. 1 trip nia.... Suddenly cut into my lane.. Behind of my cab also got car leh... Almost bang. Flew to the front while the driver pressed the breaks. Gosh, i stunned and shocked lor.. Got into 2 accidents liao.. I don't want a 3rd one....

DSA later.... HMMMMMM

2009-12-16T10:56:00.003+08:00

23days..

Let's say BYE to WDD!~
WDD seriously is waste of time to have common test.
Marketing later..
Sianz..

Yesterday met Gilly for shopping for prex. Wheee~ Money fly. LOL! Had my B&J ice cream at cathay!!! YUMYUM!! x))

it is not a suffer.

2009-12-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

25 days.

Piggy called just now! WHEE!~ But not feeling well.. Sigh.. Eat too much cup noodle lah.. =S
Muz take care yahh(:

Maths Common test today. Do-able bahh.. =)
Tml WDD. Should i say byebye to it ? Haizz

2009-12-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

26 days!

Dates are getting nearer! I wonder how are you there now... Miss you super duper lots.. Can't control ya know... =( Miss you miss you!

Work was fine today.. Worked for 2 hours. Thanks Xiao Min for taking over my shift for the rest of 3 hours. Headed to AMK to study after wards.. Gonna be so dead starting from tomorrow.. Tomorrow is CMATHS CT! Dead lia0z.. Lalalala~~

2009-12-11T00:52:00.003+08:00

28days!

i don't know whether you will read this or not.
but i don't care.
it's so not surprised that you remove me from facebook.
i don't give it a damn.
you wanna break the friendship, why don't you just tell me face to face ?
don't like me, just say lah..
so many years have passed.
from my observance,
you are getting from bad to worst.
i really want to help you
but there's nothing i can do.
since this so many years of friendship you don't trust,
i got nothing to say anymore.
wanna break it then so be it.
i don't give a damn anymore
i'm freaking damn tired
you wanna get worst,
i also not going to care anymore.
you just don't treasure it.
no matter how much i help you in the past,
all go down to drain.
all promises broken.
i'm not going to help you anymore.
i just pity your parents.
ohwells.

goodbye my so-called friend.
hope that you will survive well out there.

2009-12-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

30 days!

Comm Skill presentation totally sucks lah.. Hhahaa.. IP got 100! WHOOOOOOTS!~ Tml is another normal lesson day. SIANZ. Common tests coming~~

Lucky today never go work, if not i wunt get to talk to you.. =D

2009-12-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

31 days..
Headed to school to do Comm Skills and practice IP. Toopid teacher. Shift presentation from friday to tomorrow. What the hEck larh! Not enough time lor! Haiiz. Thanks Gladys for helping me to do reflection..
Maths then WDD quiz. LOL! Waited for missy preet to end her fyp at 6pm then we headed to amk hub to watch new moon! The ending is like ...... LOL! Wait for next one to be out bahhhhhhhz~ My right hand is pain pain pain pain pain! GOSH! Seriously overused of strength. HAIZ! I'm sorry poor hand... You gotta tahan till next week then u get proper rest.. Headed over to S11 for dinner then home..

I love my right leg..
LEAVING YOU IS THE HARDEST THING IN MY 18 YEARS..

2009-12-07T10:32:00.004+08:00

32 days..

Hurt my hand yesterday during work. Saddening thing.. Cuz now i lift my hand got pain pain de feeling.. and somemore is my right hand! HAIIZ.. Later got bar test somemore. i think it will get hurt more.. and wed working. haiz. can die liao.. only got tuesday to rest my hand... Yesterday CQmummy and daddyLouie came to visit. LOL! somemore never tell me leh! Came back from break and saw them sitting inside.. My eyes go 0.0! Hahhaas.. Did DCP for the first few hours then do frappuccino and a bit of hot drinks which i think i totally cannot make it. =((
Left work at 11.20pm.. Rushed to bus stop and i felt like vomiting. HAIZ! Teared a bit on my way home cuz feeling so damn freaking stressed and missing you hell lots! Not been talking to you for so long.. Ok not very long.. A few days... 4 days 5 days ? To me is damn long already!! =((((((( I hope you are enjoying yourself bahh.. Only can see you through photos.. SADZ

Was superly tired and i think i'm super drained.. So din't go DSA lab.. Rest at home and prepare for bar test later. MY HAND IS SUPERLY PAIN!!!

is there really no second chance ?

2009-12-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

34 days..

Went to zoo today! Really thank God for the weather! Drizzle then stop then drizzle again. Cooling weather! Today, the grey kangaroo was juz in front of me! At my feet! LOL! Feeling of the nature is so so nice! The "hua cao shu mu" smell. How i wish you are there with me too! Let's go zoo sometime tgt! =p

Was juz so sleepy today too.. Kept yawning dunno how many times.. Eve-fy also... Hahaa.. She's still late today. LOL! Left at 3plus cuz daddyLouie nida go off then eve also wna go off liao.. so go off lor.. Went to bras basah with CQmummy and Daniel.. Walked around while waiting for my mum's call... See them find deco's stuff..

Headed to taka to have sushi tei wif my mum.. Shocked when she say go sushi tei and find her. LOL! Then went shopping. I BOUGHT A DRESS AND A PAIR OF PUMPS! WHEEEEE~ But shoe i paid it myself. Money fly..~ Hahhahas.. I love my shoe and my dress! x)) Home sweet home at 11pm.

I'M MISSING YOU SUPER LOTS!
you look so cute in the photos.. heee(:
WHEN WILL I HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN....?

2009-12-03T21:21:00.004+08:00

36 days..

Today lab test buang! Totally dunno how to do even with lab sheet. GG lia0z.. Haiz.. Common test timetable out liao.. Got total 4 papers.. Maths, Wdd, Marketing and DSA. 14-17th.. Monday to thursday straight! HAIZ! IP lab test next wed!
Bar test is next mon too! Test test test and more test.. Oh, and i got my 1st pay already! Haven't check how much i have.. Gotta return ppl for my debts after i check. SIGHHH! Money flyyyy~~ I owe super duper lots of people.. Let's see..

Yvonne
Pek Kuan
Li kuan
CQmummy
Gilly
Junming
Chengwei
Grace

Oh oh, Nigel haven't claimed back my money yet for BB bowling! AHHHH~
Today's Starbucks open house from 5-7pm.. Too tired to go down and help..
Tml 8am class.. WDD in the morning. HAIIIIIX...

Missing you....

2009-12-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

37 days..

You make my day again! WHEEEEE~
Been freezing cold in back room today.. Machiam like winter..
Been sitting in back room starting at 3pm ALL THE WAY to 10pm. How great is that. Haha! Chiong finish my theory and bar test changed to monday. All the best to me man! So will be chionging to make drinks on sunday...

Shocked to see mr KENNETH when i knocked off from work. He purposely come down wanna disiao me.. But too bad! Me in back room. Hahahhaha! Had a free ride home but now i feel like vomiting after sitting his car.. Maybe due to sudden stops just now.. Hahas.. Lousy skills maybe. LOL!

Hoping to hear your voice everyday!

2009-12-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

38 days..

Yeah! I'm super duper happy today! Double happiness!!

First, i bought my new phone! x))
Second, piggy called me today! WHEEEE! Was shocked and surprised! HAPPPPPPPY! =DDDDDD
You made my day! Was super depressed after math paper quiz.. Thanks Preet for accompanying me to buy my phone yeah. x)

There's someone playing piano outside plaza singapura. Damn zai i tell you! Without scores and playing many many songs! Christmas songs and other songs.. 1 of it was from Pirate of the Carribeans!

IMY!!!!!!

2009-11-30T16:43:00.004+08:00

39 more days..

Seeing you walking further and further away until not in my vision anymore..
My mood dampens and heart sank down and down.. Tears rolling down like never rain before..
Tried to control myself but it's so difficult.
Keep catching glimpse of you cuz you are running everywhere..
Din't had a chance to really talk to you..
Too busy to reply me either..
But i'm glad i'm here..
I hope time pass faster..

Have fun yah..

Feeling so alone out of the sudden...

2009-11-27T14:48:00.003+08:00

3 more days... =(

You're beautiful all episodes out already! Watched till i cry sia.. Cuz made me thought of something.. Haix..

Lab tests coming up... Common tests coming soon.. Bar test coming also. God please save me and teach me how to remember everything!

Feeling so tired nowadays.. School sucks... How i wish there won't be school... This semester totally sucks.. Timetable also sucks. Don't like... Tires me out.. How i wish to be cuddle in your arms.. The warm feeling.. I missed it..

Lalalalalalala~~

2009-11-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

Update a little before i start studying for EC.

Today basically church, meeting then work..
Grace was so so early today! Stunned. LOL! Although its no surprise lah. Hahas. Cancelled lunch with xjun today cuz have meeting together with nigel and grace. Ohwells. No further comments. Actually i had it thinking for very long already. Am i really fit to be a leader? I think probably not. But i don't know why.. I think piggy will agree with me yeah ? Not enough of the training of leadership for me yet. Sometimes things just ... I dunno how to say. Hmmmz. Anyway, headed to parkway for Koi with grace after that. YUMMY*~ Love Koi! Right gilly and kai! x))

Bus-ed to work then read my module notes and do my modules for 2hours before i do beverages. Ah shucks! forget to let mimah signed my paper. ROARRRZ. Dunno when will be seeing her again. LOL! Frappuccino! Oh my gosh.. Im really really slow in hearing the orders and do it. Got one point of time i suddenly forgotten what to add into the drink, even when my recipe is in front of me. LOL! Stoned! and and, one drink i forgotten to add caramel to the order and and i juz gave to the customer. OH MY GOSH! Thank God none of my working friends seeing this. If not i get killed! *Phew~ But still thank Silas and Mimah for teaching me today! x)

I wanna spend time with you..... Really reallllly.. IMYLG! I think it had become a xi guan for me already..

2009-11-19T21:44:00.004+08:00

Juz watched My Sister's Keeper on lappy.
OH MY. I CRIED U KNOW! Super touching. Good show! Thumbs up! x)
Was not feeling very good when you tell me that you are not intending to sleep tonight to finish up the project. Hope you get to rest a bit like an hour or 2hours nap.. If not u be super tired tml.. I'm with you to give u moral support yeah! Since u muz finish it tonight, my heart and soul keep you company while ya doing it.. (:

Tomorrow's friday.. How i wish could skip friday to saturday. Wdd quiz tml. Thank God its open book. I don't want 30th to come.. I don't want i don't want.

2009-11-19T00:48:00.003+08:00

Felt damn unhappy in the afternoon. How i wish you are here to cheer me up.
Thanks Gilly, BH and Charl for cheering me up.
Cappuccino and Latte makes my night!

Headed to C'wealth today for my last in class training. Gonna have my 2nd in-store training on saturday. Hope to get my pay on 7th!! BROKE BROKE BROKE! =(
Class was fun. Sharm was funny. Hahas.. Learn what's expresso. I DUN LIKE EXPRESSO! Dun like KOPI KAO! Bitter to the max! Everyone's face changed after taking a sip. LOLZ! Learned how to make Cappuccino and Latte. Suppose to make Caffe Mocha too! But the machine overheated and thus not working there after. LOL! Tomorrow's lesson at 11am.. lalal~ Gonna wake up early and bathe b4 going to school. Think not joining xjun they all to swim @ dk's condo bahz. Mum's on leave tml.. Shall go home early after school. Hahhas..

Gosh, i nidda catch up on my math and other modules. Week 5 already and its coming to an end and i still know nuts.. Gosh...... Freaking dislike IP. Dislike WSH. Crap sia. Call so many times then in the end, only will say 我沒有聽到。我真的沒有聽到。Fed up and pissed. Finally got CS4! Finally can use photoshop to do some stuff for my loved ones. Simple but i hope they like it.

Oh yeah, im sensitive to the word "lie" now. Super dislike that word. Smash it man. 我根本沒說謊！不要亂亂冤枉我。不喜歡！！！！！討厭討厭！!!!

2009-11-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

Sry louieDaddy.. i feel like blogging in chinese. If ya wanna know what i'm writing, tell me k. (:

我好喜歡今天晚上。。
應為今天能夠見到你。
我好想念一起到那里去吃的時間。
好開心今天又能夠和你一起去。
好珍惜我們一起渡過的時光。
突然發覺到時間過得真快，好快就到了回家的時間。
我有好多好多話想和你說。。
可是只能收在心里。。
眼淚開始流
一直流
心里好不舍得。。
可是沒辦法，只好讓你走。
謝謝讓我知道我想知道的。。
可能你看不到，可是我真的很開心。

兩個人相愛可是不能在一起，是一件很痛苦的事。

明明很愛你
明明想靠近
但卻什么都不能做

有時在想如果我沒參加國慶日的話
我們現在到底是怎樣的呢。。

2009-11-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

can we have a date once more ?

2009-11-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

Thank God that you are fine.. Felt so relieved..
今天早上有不好的预感.. Maybe think too much luhz as you din't reply me last night b4 you sleep..
Today is the 3rd day of training.. Was quite pissed @ someone though.. Mood was bad today.. Don't know why.. Rushed down to commonwealth once lessons end.. Phew, lucky on time.. Din't eat anything but grabbed a bread of bakery when alighted at bus stop. After that was coffee, coffee and more coffee.. Today's training is sian to the max can. Not like last 2 days so much laughter, so much more fun! Anyway, today kiat's supposed to teach, but due to seriously ill, Brian came to teach.. So so bored although glad he come down and help at the last minute..

Past 2 days training was superly fun! Met new friends.. Jokes and laughter.. Hahhaas.. See the time i'm posting now.. Gosh.. Gonna wake up at 620am.... Cuz lessons at 8am.. Think gonna lack of sleep again. HAIZ.

going off to bed. tata~